Regardless if you are feeling heartbroken or in love, you as a woman have access to your radiance. When I live feminine lifestyle I feel freely, all my emotions are allowed to surface. Even through the painful emotions I still radiate beauty because I show my vulnerability. I choose to build on my life lessons so that I crack open even more. But I also keep strong boundaries that protect me. Being open, vulnerable, gracious and radiant but having clear boundaries is what Queens do well.
Ladies who signed up for the retreat in Newfoundland are up for a very special treat, I am very happy for you to be courageous and trusting. You will be given so much this weekend 🌹.
As I am preparing for the retreat in Newfoundland, I went through some of the training I have experienced in the last three years. It was close to a hundred hours in videos, and that doesn’t entail the hundreds of hours from live events. I have immense gratitude for the Ladies, living Goddesses that taught me. I have several diaries full of notes and self reflection during my learning.
I feel full. I feel alive. I feel bubbling happiness and gratitude when I look at my photo shoot pictures from last week. I wasn’t like this three years ago. Now I have access to my eroticism which is the life force itself. Not always and necessary sex, but a powerful and joyful multicolored pleasure and curiosity towards life. I can’t wait to share with you Ladies. I am here to help every woman to experience the best version of themselves ❤️💕💃🏻
I just love being feminine, in this energy I feel loving and loved. I feel so much desire toward life! I am connected to my heart and pleasures.
First when I started to soften to feminine it made me feel lazy and distracted. Feminine is slow and timeless. I would just focus on feelings and feelings good in my body.
But it was because I was learning to be and stay in feminine. It was a learning period, and important.
Now I can switch back and forth whichever I need, masculine and productive, or feminine and graceful.
One of the best things about being feminine is being gracious and graceful. Receiving and letting others serve me and provide to me. And then thank them with gratitude. I do this everywhere. At work, at cafeteria, restaurants, with friends and my lover. I am present and receiving. Feminine.
There is no competition. There is just openness to receiving all the good and being a Goddess. Dressing up and showing up with grace.
One day I was feeling miserable after failed dates and a broken marriage. My ex-husband was giving me hard time, and I just felt stuck. I wondered if I ever was going to find happiness and love again.
I decided to go on FB, and I kept seeing this ad from a woman promoting her Red Tent online event. It kept coming back to my feed in FB and I checked it out, and thought well that does sound interesting. All this talk about ancient feminine secrets about pleasure, what is that? She looked happy and excited. And I signed up. I thank all the possible forces in the universe that I did!
I have gained enormously since 2013 from all the various teachers I have had the privilege to learn from and meet in person and online. They have facilitated such transformation in me I can’t even believe it sometimes. I have learned new tools to handle challenges and importantly I have transformed my energy!
I have changed from a career woman who had very little patience to challenges in life, to a gracious Goddess. I still have work to do, but I am better in all areas of my life than I was back in 2013. I have learned to love and respect myself and listen to my own needs. That way I have had guidance towards my dream life, and importantly I have taken actions toward getting to where I want to be! Things do change for better, all you have to do is receive the gifts and do the work. I have gained faith and trust that life really is wonderful and worth the challenges!